Today was a day that my heart needed. It is kinda funny that during this time when we are uncertain about our own housing, I have managed to gain housing for 2 new families at Conchetta House, and it seems like God keeps sending me "it's gonna be OK" messages. I know, talking about God sending messages makes people think I have lost my mind, but God is all I have ever relied on. So every song on the radio seems to have a positive message, and friends are coming out of the woodwork telling me how much they appreciate me. ( hmmmm, pinch me, is this a dream?)
Tonight in a gathering of friends and their kids , it was my time in the "circle" , and I got to hear what they think of me, and shared my heart with them. Amazing. Out of it all I felt , "seen". Like what I thought I was doing, was really happening. It felt good to have people see my heart and appreciate me.
So tonight one of my favorite songs came onto Pandora, and it seems appropriate for tonight. Sweet Surrender. Let go and let God, keep packing the house, keep looking and the "net" will appear.
Well, that is what I have to believe, just for tonight! John Denver Sweet Surrender
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